Saturday, September 22, 2007
2:28:00 PM
feeling quite down nowadays
tot abt so many things tat had always seems to simple.
I'm tired.partly bcus comp seems to have lost my profile
T.T I dunno how to recover~cn things get even
worst ?
so much to say yet duno wher to start
shall update
results first
sm SO positive& others SO shit.social studies -23/50
emath p1 -44.5/80
eng total -51.4%
science prac. -21/30
F&N -82.5/100
chem -45/65
sci mcq -33/40
got surpised over
F&N;
unexpectedcus for this prelim I only studied e night bfore
&for F&N, I didnt really finished e whole thing
lucky, I guess.
unexpected for
SS also
cus I really DID studied
weather I studied e CORRECT thing is another thing.well; must have really hate tat cher bahs.
dissapointed for eng; only a jus pass is definitely not enough
I need
immediate help ><
need to brush up every single sub
from tml onwards cus from monday; 24sept
it's 1mth counting down to o'level 1st paper !
exactly a mth for
improvement.
21sept'07ytd was e celebration for mid-autumn festival
surprisingly..weird indescribable atmosphere.
met at headquarters at ard 5
waited& waited.
when off at ard 7 for dinner at sunshine place
`
sry chao, I really tot tat would be nice ><
brought lots candles+ sparkles(:
set off to find a place for fun
played candle for awhile den e police came
talk LOTS abt e candle wax, public property etc.
blarblar
as if my parents didnt pay tax to build this stuffs
sheesh.
wander ard for a while bfore settle at CC's mac
they drink theirs& I strted to blank-out
fang kong- ing
kept on thinking abt certain issues
definitly nt parents; they have NTH for me to think abt
mostly abt myself& my surroundings.
smtimes; I'll think abt..
how 4getful sm ppl cn get
lastly, when to e tables outside to slack
all looked so dying& tired lohs
went off at 12
1st time ever, cn so late go hm
hees ^^
22sept'07
woke at 1plus today
yuan's msg was waiting to be read
didnt join e rest to study; since nobody ask me
anyways, wont go even if they did
today was e last day for fun& I definitely wont wan to 'study'
gonna go out shopping with yuan& ni today(:
hope tat today wont be as bad as ytd bahs.
虽然一个人怎么过都是愁
但是人都该学会放手
因为有时牵着的,
始终.. 不是他的心.
