Hi, Im Cath

Monday, April 30, 2007

7:24:00 PM

gotten this idea from LIMEI's blog(:
yups, i all so blur and cute one..

i have decided to REVEAL myself
be truthful, u know?
illustrating side of me tat u most likely dun know
u know, i'm like tat and i know it
BUT u dun know(;
`u cn choose nt to believe it, cus u WILL NV know if i'm lying(:

THE FOLLOWING IS A LIST OF SCARY THINGS TAT WILL SHOW YOU HOW DIFFERENT AND COMPLEX I AM COMPARED TO THE ONE YOU TOT YOU KNOW.
`but den if u alrd know everything before u even read it, it cn only meant 2 things:
1. u know me for TOOO long alrd -like 10 thousand yrs
2. u are really my heart-felt fren(;
OR both.
or sm other stuff i havent figured out YET.

no1. I treat ppl very differently
i treat ppl who smoke; and i happens to see it, LIKE SHIT.
plus i hate racist, hypocrites, and definitely childish ppl; which my class has PLENTY, LIKE SHIT as well.
but they will nv know it, cus i'm smiling(:

no2. I'm rather 2 faced.
i may be smiling, but inside it's a different story
i do hide my feelings(:
THEN, i do unleash them, when i'm all alone.

no3. I am a selfish person
i dun like ppl leaving their fingerprints on MY things
hate tat
tat's why when i find a way to reject lending u smthing, dun push it.

no4. I am a liar(;
a very gd one actually
i can't possibly say EVERYTHING i think rite?
if i really do, i'm going to hurt u as if i've thrown u down from heaven.
`but towards true frens, no comments. REALLI.
AND when i lie, u really cnt figure it out
cause i've alrd PLANNED how u will react to my lies

no5. I do backstab ppl, smtimes
i gossip behind ppl's back, comment, curse them etc.
but they'll nv know
cus i'm no3. a gd liar(;
`but then, if my frens 'betrayed' me or smthing, things will backfire.
THEN, they will downgrade to another category: lowclassFREAKS

no6. I do categorize ppl i know
two classes; either u'r my frens, or lowclassFREAKS
other den tat, i dun know u.
`tat's why 'fren' is truly a VERY meaningful thing to me(:
but den i do have sm in-betweens
whom are jus FAKE to me
jus like i'm fake to them(:

but then despite all this, i tried my best to keep gd relationships with everyone
yups, u wouldn't like too many ppl hating u rite?
but if u have alrd hated me
fine(:
cus i'm like TAT
and i'm nt changing jus because of the insignificant YOU.

actually, i dun really mind ppl hating me anyways
i'm OPEN
there cn't be gd things everytime rite?
but seriously, do tell me who u are
so tat i dun have to act in front of u as well(:
saves lots of energy u know..

well, tats e rather negative side of me
aren't u like tat as well?
face it
nobody is perfect
PLUS my bad points are SO common, u jus HAVE to have sm of them as well !
i think i got some of e same bad points as LIMEI
exp for her crying part, i dun like tat(:

blarblars, didnt know i types so much alrd
you shld try this
be truthful
reveal urself(:

ALL E ABOVE IS 100% TRUE but may be unknowingly exaggerated
dun be afraid, u CAN always choose nt to believe me(;
tat's all for now
bubbyes !

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