Sunday, April 29, 2007
9:10:00 PM
at times ppl will tell me how much fun they had e day before
going to town with their frens; stuff like tat
"yah" i replied and smiled
but u'll nv understand how i feel
leftout.
for so long it's been like this
i jus dun know why
tats why i'm getting used to this
being
leftout, like always.
mayb i'm too insignificant for u to notice
have i ever, once lived in smone's heart?
perhaps; perhaps not.
all e uncertainty and doubts
i started to isolate myself.
at times i tried to look on e bright side
but it's hard
because reality is reality
i cant get pass myself
so i continued to isolate myself.
all of a sudden of emo-ness
yup.