Wednesday, January 17, 2007
9:07:00 PM
so stuck, confused, irritated over my cca
emotionally taxing
sick for a few days alrd
block nose or smthing
and problems have to come at this moment
I HATE ENTREPRENEURIAL CLUB
tried to write a letter to quit
after being persuaded by silvam for 1/2hr n also by ms camy ong to stay
my persistent is being swayed
as i tot "haiz, wateva. stay jiu stay lohz"
when i thought everything had settled
it onli juz began
a seems tat my form tcher, ms toh has taken a big step in helping me
she talked to e head of sec4 and head of cca
got e letter for me to quit
den at this point of time, i kind of regretted
so much trouble to quit a cca that actually, i dun have a valid reason to quit
in e parents letter mention "need more time for studies"
juz how much time did i put in this cca?
that's partly why i'm so stuck
but den i really hate this cca
it's practically losing money every now n den
AND i hate e tcher
he talk non-stop
he nv listens
he thinks everything is an excuse and tat i'm shrinking my responsibility
i'm so afraid to hear his lecturing again
this is why, I'M SO STUCK
after serious thinking, consultation
i knew that i nv fancy cca points, e wateva testimonial
i wan wat i LIKE, wat i LOVE to do
so i've decided =)
tml shall be e last activity in EC for me
i'm stuck no more
but will hate tml
as a meeting a lecture is unavoidable
tat's wat left for me to face
a deep "thank you" for e two who helped me
THANKS ><,
